I've always been insecure about the way I look, but lately it has increased tremendously. I feel so unwanted by my girlfriend it's a horrible feeling. We use to have the greatest sex life before she cheated on me two years ago. Ever since that awful day, when I found out she was fucking another girl, our sex life has been going down fast!
I miss the days were I truly felt loved by her. We went from doing it every day, to every week, to every other week, to every other month. We do it once a month, and that's if I'm lucky. Even worse, that one time we do it is not even good. She goes 1, 2, 3, time for bed! She leaves me half-hanging.
I truly love this girl if I didn't I wouldn't have given her another chance after her infidelity incident. She begged to be with me again. She begged she'd change. Well of course she has changed. I find it impossible to believe she may be cheating on me again when we're pretty much together 24/7. I mean she goes to work; I go to school, but it's not like we don't know what we're doing throughout the day.
I've never felt this insecure before. Perhaps I'm not attractive to her anymore. She doesn't like having sex with me. She doesn't want to have sex with me. Frankly, it's tearing me apart. It's tearing us apart.
Sex is an important part of a relationship! Without sex, well, it doesn't feel like love.
